Moment record:
I have hope... I have hope...
I need to work on it...
That one hope moment... made me smile...
.........
Yet again, my hope journey was over, it was just a moment, and my pain took over again... what a hateful pain !!!
It is so confusing... how pain can just steal yourself, your dreams, your hopes, and your soul...
I just HATE pain !! I just HATE MYSELF !!!